i know that you're in pain, but if we die at the same time, does it still scare you? ♥

prp with @always-the-tone-of-surprise

in a really fxcking depressed mood lately.
i hate the holidays.
i just wanna go back to school and get this year over with.
i want away from my family.

pick an icon, any icon.
please.

don't let me fall asleep alone.
she said 'oh, no. no, baby.
i can't do this on my own.'
before i go, let me remind you what you're waiting for.
before i go, could you love me just a little bit more?
one more time?
i'll never lead you on, i wanna make it clear.
and if you wait for me, i'll always keep you here."
postcards & polaroids / sleeping with sirens. <3
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this song.
so many feels.
it's me and my girlfriend's song.
true story.
 

 

i know, i didn't tell anyone here that i have a girlfriend except my rl besties. but that's because nobody reads these anyway. at least not on my sets. :/
anyway!
i have a girlfriend.
she's beautiful.
and perfect.
and sweet.
did i mention perfect?
i just want her for christmas.
put her under my tree with a bow tied around her and i will be beyond happy. <3
happy rant = over.

When fighting with the ones we've loved.
We speak in different voices.
We say these things to know they're real."
voices / saosin.
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i feel so...weird.
nobody really knows anything about me.
not even my best friends.
i wish i could be more open, but it's so hard.
i'm afraid i'll be judged.
 
to my rl best friends, if they're reading this:
i'm sorry. i'm trying so hard to be more open with you. please forgive me. </3

You've taught me everything without a poison apple.
The water is so yellow.
I'm a healthy student, indebted and so grateful.
Vacuum out the fluids.
Chew your meat for you.
Pass it back and forth in a passionate kiss from my mouth to yours.
I like you."
drain you - nirvana
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dudes.
nirvana.
i can't even.
no words.
so many feels.
kurtcobainwassuchafuckinggeniusholyfuck.
anyhurrrrrrrrrrrrr.
in a weeeeeeird-ass mood lately.
started new medication yaaaaay.
and i bought a cool dream encyclopedia today!
woot for being major awks.
ermkbye.

Created in the Polyvore iPhone app. http://www.polyvore.com/iPhone
 
Yes. This ^ is true. Polyvore app. For iPhone. Oh my garsh. It's perfect thank you so much god.

and i don't wanna go home right now."
iris - goo goo dolls.
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kellin walked down the hall singing one of his favorite songs, iris by the goo goo dolls. he sang it softly to himself, feeling himself relax slowly as he wandered through the vacant halls. he found himself getting lost in the music inside his head and suddenly, a wave of sadness crashed down on him and his eyes stung with tears. he bit his lip hard, trying to relax again, but his attempts were futile. the dark half of his mind had won again. he leaned against a wall and slid slowly to the cold, hard floor.

out on your corner in the pourin' rain.
look for the girl with a broken smile;
ask her if she wants to stay a while."
she will be loved - maroon 5.
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carmen sat on her bed braiding her hair. as she finished, she teased the end to get it to stay in place, then stood to look at herself in the mirror. she smiled at her reflection and grabbed a pink flower pin from her desk, using it to pin her hair away from her face. she slipped her feet into a pair of oxfords and padded out of her room quietly to wander around the hospital.

when fighting with the ones we've loved."
saosin - voices.
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wren sat in an empty hallway, picking at a hangnail. he hadn't had a drink in over 48 hours, and it was killing him. at least, he felt like he was dying. he wanted nothing more than to leave greenwood. frustrated, he bit his lip hard and closed his eyes. 'someone get me out of this f.ucking place,' he muttered.